the darkest ages.

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2008-12-27T23:41:00.000-08:00

The brief getaway to PD was fun. The kids were nice and all, and yeah, they have that laid-back, fun kind of air about them. Just what I needed.
I REGRET not playing beach volleyball with them. SUMPAH.

But, to make it up, I had the best time playing with the ball in the water.
I teamed up with these close siblings and friends. First game, guys vs. girls.
2nd game, kids vs. the dads. 3rd game, kids vs the parents.

The kids won of course. The older girls weren't so friendly as their younger sisters. But yeah, they're nice enough to invite me to play with them. The boys were so active, even after a whole half day of playing on the beach, then in the pool. And they were really nice and friendly, no poyoronos or whatever.

So at night we had a barbeque and a kareoke. Okay la. The kids invited me and Wani to join them kareoke-ing along. I had to sing My Heart and Seksis. Unbelievable. They were good natured and everything so it wasn't a big deal.

I tell myself, age doesn't matter.

=\

Sedih siall.

boleh jadi site survey. =l

2008-12-18T23:22:00.000-08:00

THE "IF I HAD TO" SECTION.

1.If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you want it and what would you get?
A decil horns angel wings combo, carrying a treble clef. At the back of my ear.

2.If you HAD to dye your hair which color would you choose?
Orangey red. But yeah, I won't dye my hair anyway, the colour will look horrid on me.

3.If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you get?
If it was possible, my finger so I won't have to wear a ring. Bodoh gila.

4. If you HAD to change your name...what new name would you choose?
If I HAD to, I would change it to Iris. Ahaha.

THE "IF YOU COULD" SECTION.

5.If you COULD go bungee jumping, would you?
Hell yes

.6.Would you move somewhere else, if you COULD?
I don't think so.

7.If you were given the chance to go to Paris, WOULD you go?
Oui. ^^

8.If you found 10 million dollars, and it was YOURS to spend, what would you buy?
I'd save up 6 mil, and spend the rest on books, magazines, some new clothes, shoes and bags, music, my family and friends.

11 . Lets say you had to eat a tarantula for $1,000...would you?
No.

12. Let's say you could bring one person back from the dead...who would you choose?
My late grandfather whom I never got to meet.

13.Let's say you could star in any movie (made or in the works) what movie?
Mm.. XMen? Or any horror, supernatural movie.

THE "FAVORITES" SECTION.

14.colors?
Almost everything except yellow.

15.current song?
Palchelbel's Canon. Calms me down.

16.shirt you own?
I can't choose.

17.electronic device?
iPod, fer sure. Or the computer. yeaa.

18.movie?
Really can't choose.

19.book?
Again, too many to choose.

20.pair of shoes?
It's not much, but my sneakers.

.21.hair color?
Red.

22.eye color?
Green, definitely.

THE "OTHER STUFF" SECTION.

23.What makes your bedroom unique?
This one night light from IKEA, I guess.

24.Who do you love?
My family and friends <3

25.How long does it take you to get ready in the mornings?
It depends on where I'm going and such, but usually about 30 minutes.

27.What is the color of the shirt you're wearing?
Black.

THE "RANDOM" SECTION.

28.What's the last mistake you made?
Made my brother cry? Eheh.

29.Is the sun shining?
Yup.

30.Can you successfully blow up and tie a balloon?
I can.

31.Do you like text messaging?
Yes.

32.Are you having a good/bad hair day?
A little on the bad side.

33.What was your last purchase?
Can't remember.

.34.What are your plans for later?
Cleaning up my room.

35.Who's your celebrity crush?
None, I think. The fact that they're celebrities is a slight turn-off.

36.Is there any drama in your life?
Look no further.

37.What song do they need to stop playing on the radio?
Disturbia by Rihanna. Akon's Dangerous. And some that I don't know the names.

38.Are you content with life right now?
Mostly. There could be some improvements.

39.Does anyone like you?
No.

40.What can't you go a day without?
Music, probably. And reading.

41.Do you have a cell phone?
I do.

42.Ever been kissed under mistletoe?
Of course not. Ahaha.

43.Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Yesh.

44.Ever done a random act of kindness?
Hasn't everyone?

45.Last curse word you used?And how?
So dark the con of man, as a replacement for the usual cussing. Muttered under my breath while reading comments. Kay, I'm hooked with Audrey Tautou's accent.

46.Are your lips chapped?
It is, actually.

48.Do you remember your dream last night?
Yeah. I'm supposed to beribadah extra hari ini.

49.Are you mad at anyone?
Not exactly, I'm bothered and annoyed.

50.What's going on this weekend?
Beli DVD cetak rompak Twilight dan cerita lain di Uptown, hopefully.

51.Done any summer cleaning lately?
Summer? Hah. A little bit. =)

52.Anything bothering you?
As stated before, YES.

53.Do you get mad easily?
Sort of.

54.Did you wish for anything last night on 11:11?
I didn't catch it.

55.Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
No.

56.Do you wish you were someone else?
Ack, no.

57.What jewelry are you wearing?
None.

58.Ate any exotic food lately?
Sambal? Almost every meal, I'll eat something as exotic. ;p

59.How many contacts do you have on MSN?
I have a lot, but don't count.

60.Are you easily amused?
Yes.

61.Can you lick your elbow?
No.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.What's there?
Cables.

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Rachael Ray.

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
3.45pm

Now look at the clock.What is the actual time?
4.30pm.

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Jimmy Neutron on TV.

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Yesterday, when I went out to eat with Abah, Irman and Irshad at MMZ.

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My mouse.

9.What are you wearing?
Clothes.

12.What is on the walls of the room you are in?
One sideof them, there's a mirror.

13.Seen anything weird lately?
Yes.

14.What do you think of this quiz?
It's distracting me, so I like it.

15.What is the last film you saw?In the theaters? Or in general.
The Dark Knight.

17.Tell me something about you that I don't know:
Mmm. I may have developed obsessive compulsive disorder?

19Do you like to dance?
I do, but I'm terrible at it.

20.George Bush:
Pergi mati.

What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates?
Alhamdulillah.

Pardon the missing questions. Don't know pergi mana number-number tu.

what i don't have is a life.

2008-12-17T21:33:00.000-08:00

Who was the last person you have a missed call from?

Khairi.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?

Of course.

Day been rough?

Nope.

Do you dye your hair?

No.

Do you plan on going to college?

Yeah.

Would you ever get any kind of plastic surgery?

No way.

What's one fact about the last person you texted?

Liyana, she loves Harry Potter.

When was the last time you were sick?

October, during PMR kot.

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?

Most of the time.

What don’t you leave the house without?

Cellphone, iPod, watch.

Is there a meaning behind your profile song?

On Friendster? Mm.. sort of.

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?

Yes. A few times, but I pulled myself together every single time. That's life. :S

Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

Of course.

How's your heart lately?

Beating.

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?

Just now.

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

Mm.. I'm lucky to have enough.

What are you going to do after this?
Probably watch a movie and listen to some music while reading.

What is on your bed right now?
Folded clothes, a box, my clarinet.

Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
Nope.

Could you go a month without cursing?
On a challenge, yes. If not, probably no.

Who has the same birthday as you?
My neighbour! And he's 40-ish.

How is your relationship with your mother?
Good.

How is your relationship with your father?
Good.

What side of the bed do you sleep on?
The right.

Do you always answer your phone?
Depends on who's calling.

If you're sleeping and someone calls you what do you say?
I won't answer.

If you could move out of the house right now would you?
NO.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Well I COULD.

What are you listening to?
Popeye The Sailorman.

Do you miss your past?
Fer sure.

Will this weekend be a good one?
Hopefully.^^

Are you any good at math?
I try.

bold all that applies to you

[xspinningisfun, please keep tag on!]

My name starts with an S

I hate my name.

Actually, I like it

My last name fits well with my first name

I'm really hungry right now.

Especially for tacos.

^ew, I hate tacos

I'm not hungry, I just ate and I'm stuffed

I think of random things and too shy to let people knowI think of random things and I say them outloud.

i have gotten a manicure

i have gotten a pedicure

^i could never let anyone touch my feet

I have gotten a professional massage

Nah, I just got a massage from a friend/or boyfriend/or girlfriend

I'm straight

i'm bi

I'm gay

the lights are off in the room that I am in

I can't sit in a room with the lights off

I'm afraid of the dark

I sleep with a night light.

I love ramen noodles.

i pronounce ramen noodles as ray-men noodles.

i listen to superchick

^i don't know who they are

i listen to poppunkhip hopr&brapchristianmetalclassicalcountryother.

I use AIM

I use MSN

Screw messaging services. that's whats texting for.

i am such a text-aholic.

i have unlimited texting.

i like my phone

.i buy new phones constantly

my favorite color is black

my favorite color is orange

Green

Red/any shades of red.

Yellow

Blue

Indigo

Violet

other.

i like taking picturesespecially of myself.

people tell me that i smell bad

screw that, i smell amazing

ii t@lk lyKe dizor ii talk liike thiis<3

i hate it when people type like that.

I'm all about good grammar and I correct everything that I sea, oops I means see.

My sense of humor is ironic.

my sense of humor is lame

my sense of humor is...weird.

i love it when i can make people laugh

actually, i don't have a sense of humor.

i'm sleepy

i'm cold

i'm hot

i hate when people use this: =] as a smily face.

i don't believe in god.

i love jesus

i'm agnostic

i'm an athiest

i'm buddhist

i practice withcraft

i'm muslim

i'm jewish

screw religion, i'm nothing

i'm straight edge

i'm DEFINITELY not straight edge.

i've had a one night stand and got pregnant

i've had a night stand and didin't get pregnant.

i love my boyfriend

i love my girlfriend

i'm single and depressed about it

i'm single and i'm alright with it

i'm single and i LOVE it

i love to go camping

^i hate it

i have gone fishing in my life

Set your music player on shuffle and answer with the song title :)

1. This song represents how you're feeling right now:

I Constantly Thank God For Esteban - PATD

2. Your love life is currently like this:

Stranger - Secondhand Serenade

3. You should strip to this song:

Clarinet Concerto in A Minor, Adagio - Mozart (wtf)

4. This is the song that will be played at your funeral:

Hotel California - The Eagles

5. Life in general is described by this song:

Omisoka - Itaru Sakai

6. A great song to sing to in the shower:

Alvamar Overture

7. This will tell you what's coming up in your love life:

Light On - David Cook

8. Your financial situation is represented by this:

Walking Disaster - Sum41

9. This is how you feel but won't admit you do:

Skyway Avenue - We The Kings

10. The song you're embarrassed to like, but really do:

Somewhre Around Nothing - Apocalyptica (untrue statement above ;p)

11. This describes your family life:

Immigrant Song - Led Zeppelin

12. Fair warning. Tomorrow's going to be like this:

Titanic Medley (aiya)

13. This song will get you through the day:

Of Pride and Celebration

14. This is a song you will always remember:

Waiting For A Girl Like You - Foreigner

15. This describes you and your best friend:

Tanah Pusaka lol

16. You and your ex are represented by this song:

Perfect - Simple Plan (ya la, dah ex pun tak ada.)

17. This is what your night is going to be like:

76 Trombones

18. This song should be played at your wedding:

I Write The Songs - Barry Manilow(oits. what happened to butterfly kisses?)

19. Write the first lyrics from this song.

" I've been alive forever and I wrote the very first song "

20. Does this song have any special meaning to you?

Kinda. =)

21. This is how you feel about people in general:

Calm Before The Storm - Fall Out Boy

22. This song tells about your fears:

Di Tanjung Katong, Postcard From SIngapore - Philip Sparke

23. This describes the last movie you saw:

Curtain Up! - Alfred Reed

24. This is about you and your mom:

Clair De Lune - Debussy

25. This song is always able to calm you down.

Jupiter, The Planets - Gustav Holst

This is what I will waste my time on.

television.

2008-12-17T20:53:00.000-08:00

Watching Rachael Ray every morning at 11 am is one thing I look forward to every weekday morning. I actually enjoy her talkshow slash cooking show. I don't watch TV often so that's something. The only show I look forward to is the one I stated, and also Kyle XY.

I was bummed when Supernatural had to be stopped and Kyle XY took its spot, but not anymore. Muahaha. Puaka Niyang Rapik or whatever its name is, is the closest I can get to a horror movie/series. And while waiting for Kyle XY, I'd watch a little Homegrown.

And of course, Buletin Utama when it is 8 pm.

I don't subscribe to Astro, and I'm kinda glad my parents won't. I don't have to sit in front of the TV watching numerous tempting channels all day. My siblings won't have to fight over what to watch.

Maybe I could use a little help from TV-loving people who don't have Astro? Takkan CSI tak tunjuk kat Ntv7 ke apa? =\

there's something about

2008-12-17T00:31:00.000-08:00

oldies that makes you kinda love them. In my utmost humble but very honest opinion.

Two nights ago I was helping my dad install his new amplifier to his probably decade-old stereos. Mission was successful =]

Anyway, I sat beside my dad, reading the manual. Abah turned the Hindustan ke ape entah station to Lite FM. And kedengaranlah lagu Tina Turner yang hit itu - What's Love Got To Do With It. When it was over, Barry Manilow's I Write The Songs was playing. A familiar tune, a song I've loved since ever, seriously.

Abah started singing to it, so I asked who was the singer. Ya lah, I know a lot of songs but dunno the artists. Like most people kot. ^^

In between the lyrics, Abah replied,

"Barry Manilow,"

Hearing that, I immediately typed it into the unsent messages folder in my phone.

After Manilow's song, another witty song I liked played.

So I walked under a bus

I got hit by a train

Keep falling in love

Which is kinda the same

I've sunk out at sea

Crashed my car, gone insane

And it felt so good

I want to do it again

Bachelor Girl's Buses and Trains.

Truth be told, I really miss the songs I used to listen since I was really young on Lite FM, which was Light and Easy before. It feels like I'm never gonna hear these songs again in the future. The oldies when I'm 20-something would be the hits now. Losing or not hearing all the songs my parents grew up with and loved is something I don't want to face.

I'll always remember the days I sang to Journey's Open Arms in the car when I was six or so.
Which, according to Abah,was the first song he heard when he first stepped on US land.

And the time when Abah told me, when I was still a kid, "this is the song I'll be playing at your wedding" (okay, I'm kinda getting into the memories) was Bob Carlisle's Butterfly Kisses.

Incredulously, I cried a bit listening the song. AHAHA.

two zero zero eight s u r v e y

2008-12-15T01:26:00.000-08:00

1) Where did you begin 2008?
I was at the omisoka barbeque in school.

2) What was your status by Valentine's Day?
Single, of course.

3) Were you in school anytime this year?
Mm, yes.

4) How did you earn your money?
I did not. :l

5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
Nope.

6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
Naah.

7) Would you re live 2008 over and over again?
Uh. I guess so.

8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
Nada.

9) Did you know anybody who got married?
Sure.

10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
Mm.. yeah.

11) Did you know anyone who had a baby?
Yes.

12) Did you move anywhere?
No, and never will, hopefully.

13) What concerts/shows did you go to?
Very few.

14) Are you registered to vote?
Nope.

15) Do you still have the same job as you did in 2007?
Student? Bolehla.

16) Has anyone betrayed you in 2008?
Sort of, but I got through it.

17) Where do you live now?
Shah Alam.

18) Describe your birthday?
Dinner, a few phone calls.

19) What's one thing you thought you'd never do but did in 2008?
Join F1.

20) What has been your favorite moment?
There's been way too many.

21) What's something you learned about yourself?
Some people are scared of me. So I'm scary? ahaha.

22) Any new additions to your family?
No.

23) What was your best month?
Every month was pretty similar. =p

25) What music will you remember 2008 by?
There's way too many. Omisoka or Permaidani la. hihi.

28) Favorite Night out?
Tak ada.

29) Would you say you've changed since the beginning of this year?
Yes.

30) Do you think 2009 will be better or worse?
I'll try to make it amazing. =]

buang masa.

2008-12-13T23:35:00.000-08:00

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
60 % I guess.

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Mangosteens.

What is bothering you right now?
Homework. =p

Last person you gave/got a piggy back ride from?
Loong time ago. It was Fina, I think =]

Last place you went out to eat?
Kavitha's for lunch yesterday.

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
I do.

Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
I think they think they do. But surprisingly, there's a lot they don't know.

You're trapped in a room with your ex for 3 days, what do you do?
I don't have an ex, but maybe we'd just talk and joke around.

What're you doing tonight?
Getting a haircut kot. Woo.

Last encounter with the cops?
Never.

What is something you disliked about your day?
Nothing. Yet?

When's the next time you will see the person who absolutely takes your breath away?
No one absolutely takes me breath away (:

Where are your siblings?
Home la.

If you could have one person with you right now, who would it be?
Nobody, in my current mood.

Does anyone know your password besides you?
Not anymore.

Do you look at the keyboard when you type?
Nope.

Do you think your ex deserves to die?
Naw.

Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
Don't think so.

Did you have a good day yesterday?
Yes.

What's the reason behind your myspace display name?
It's my name, spelled backwards (=

What state would you like to live in?
Right here in Selangor.

What country would you visit?
The United States or maybe Korea again.

What kind of dog do you want?
Tak nak.

Do you already have your kids names picked out?
I have a few ideas. LOL.

Do you think you'll find someone to marry you?
Hopefully.

Do you think you need to change something about yourself?
Maybe. Sure ada.

What is your cell phone company?
Maxis.

How old will you be in 2 years?
17ish.

Do you make wishes at 11:11?
If I catch it, yes.

Would you like to fall in love in the next year?
Nope.

Where do you want to go for college?
Harvard or Brown would be great, but probably too ambitious.

What woke you up today?
My brother.

The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you do?
Say hi.

What are your plans for this weekend?
Getting a haircut tonight. Will probably interview my mom later for the folio kerjaya.

Have you done anything embarrassing lately?
Everyday.

Light hair or dark hair in the opposite sex?
Dark.

What was your dream about last night?
I don't remember =I

Are you currently frustrated with a girl/boy?
Nah.

Do you miss anyone?
Yesh.

How is your hair right now?
Has tiny braids in it. hihi.

What is tomorrow?
Monday.

Do you mind sleeping on the floor?
No.

Do you enjoy summer?
If I were to experience it, then yes.

Do you have a phone?
I do.

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Well, yeah. Maybe.

Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Ya la.

What is the nicest text in your inbox?
Currently, none.

What is the last thing you touched, other than your computer?
My sister's camera.

What is the last class you went to?
Addititonal mathematics about a month ago ahaha.

Have you changed your clothes in a vehicle?
Yes.

If you could kiss anyone famous, who would it be?
Nobody.

Are the Abercrombie models hot?
Not really, in my humble opinion.

Do you have to sleep with a television on?
No.

Do you have any animal print clothing?
I don't.

How many peoples top eights are you on?
A number of them. I don't keep track.

Do you like the smell of febreeze?
Not really.

How much is gas where you live?
Ow don't remember.

Are you a dare devil?
I have my moments.

What IM messanger do you use?
Yahoo! and MSN.

What is your favorite food to smell while it is cooking?
Tacos, one of them.

Whats your favorite flavor of tic tacs?
None.

What is hanging from your rear view mirror in your car?
I don't own a car.

How many clocks are in your house?
A lot? But the ones that are functioning are only two.

What sounds can you hear right now?
The television.

How many people's houses do you have keys to?
None.

Who is your favorite serial killer?
I can't remember his name. Jack the Ripper ek?

How do you like your eggs?
No particular favourite.

Do you toast your bagels?
Yup.

Have you ever played with a Ouija board?
Yes.

Do you play an instrument?
I play the clarinet.

How many watts do you like your lightbulbs to be?
Pretty bright.

Do you own a digital camera?
Yes! XD

If so, how many megapixels is it?
10.0.

What do you order at Subway?
As if I usually go there. Tak ingat lor.

Have you ever had the falling dream?
Yeah.

When was the last time you did laundry?
In school? ahaha.

Did you climb trees when you were younger?
Duh!

Have you ever had a panic attack?
I used to. Once in a while ^^

Are you in a good mood today?
Pretty good.

Do you have any weird superstitions?
Naw.

Are you dating the first person on your friends list?
Nope.

Have you ever been electrocuted?
Yup.

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Nah.

Is it alright to curse in front of your parents?
Jangan berharap sangat.

Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?
No.

Do you think Barak Obama will make a good president?
I surely think so.

Have you ever been to D&B?
Dooney & Bourkes? Yes.

Do u think ur a good lipsyncer?
Lipsync? I just sing out loud hihi (:

Do you have a guardian angel watching over you?
Fer sure.

Has anything eventful happened today?
Nope.

What is the one question that you are really sick of seeing on surveys?
I just hate it when they repeat a question in the same survey.

Is there someone you want, but can' t have?
Not really.

Who is the last person to send you a text?
Asma =]

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
I'm never jealous of anyone :P

Do you love someone?
Admittedly, yes.

Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won' t tell?
Mm..I think so, but you honestly never really know.

How many hours did you sleep last night?
Enough.

Do you miss your past?
Yeah.

Believe ex's can be friends?
Sure. For some people, that is.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Read a book.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
I'm both.

When was the last time you were on an airplane?
December 4th, 2008.

What can't you wait for?
Sleepover, if it happens. If not, the new thingamajigs from Harvey Norman (;

Have you ever done something dumb?
Mmm..DUH.

Do you get jealous easily?
No.

Do you have tan lines?
Very slight.

When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
Ages ago.

Is your phone close to you?
Yes.

Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
Not seriously.

Rent a movie or go to movies?
Rent.

Are you happy with life?
Okay lah.

What were you doing this morning at 7am?
Sleeping.

Where was your default picture taken?
Myspace, WOC. Friendster, MISS. Facebook, at home.

What were you doing at 1 AM this morning?
Biology folio.

Where were you Friday night?
Eating out kot.

Do you wear the seatbelt in the car?
No.

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
Mama.

Where will you be in a hour?
Here!

Anything piss you off lately?
Yup.

Aii. Just because suka blog. ^^

what a day.

2008-12-13T09:26:00.000-08:00

We decided to go to Sunway Pyramid.. my parents wanted to check out the plasma TVs and stuff. Whatever, I just ikut.

Here's the mangkuk part: It was in Harvey Norman that I remembered a part of my dream that I had ages ago that was exactly like this scene. My siblings sitting, waiting for my dad, on the cushy sofa. I remembered, in my dream, someone (or all four of us) is gonna get scolded by my dad. And after walking out of the store, we're gonna bump into someone we know.

I was kinda scared of my dad blowing his top, so I said to my sister

"Oh no. After ni Abah akan marah one of us. And then we're gonna tersempak dengan someone we know,"

"Huh? Kenapa? Oi, Kak Dina baru dapat vision ke?" ( amboi, dia ingat aku ni Alice Cullen or Raven ke )

"Tak.. I just know okay.."

"Oh. Siapa yang kena marah?"

"Entah.. just be on your best behaviour,"

Then suddenly my sister loudly whispered to Mama and the two bros,

"HEY HEY! Urgent meeting!" (wtf)

She continued, " Semua orang kena jaga-jaga. Abah nanti nak marah one of us. Ke semua entah. Tapi, dia marah la. "

Well, my mom just laughed at the ridiculousness of it all.

Appearing in about six steps away was dear Abah, walking towards us.

"Shh.. okay, semua orang, BEHAVE! Abah datang, Abah datang.."

My dad plopped down on the chair beside me and my sis. Looked like he was in a good mood. I was sitting face-to-face with Wani.

She said, " Kak Dina, cuba teka. What is KYMS?"

Cupping her hands around her mouth, she mouthed ( I couldn't understand at first, but gradually comprehended )

"Keep Your Mouth Shut"

Then she asked Abah,

"Abah, cuba teka KYMS dengan TBYT tu apa.."

Abah replied, " Oh, sama la dengan FAM, LMN, JKR!"

Wakakaka.

Question from my sis : "JKR tu apa?"

Adesss. Lagi la gelak.

So we continued that little game. I created "SDSUAL"

Guess what that is. By the way, TBYT is Think Before You Talk.

ANSWER: Sit Down, Shut Up And Listen !

Oh and none of my 'visions' came true, although my dad did almost get mad. woo. Selamat.

Hehe Abah, just some of the reasons to love you.

The Jester- Sum 41 hihi.

2008-12-12T10:37:00.000-08:00

a) Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
♬ Build God, Then We'll Talk - Panic at the Disco

2. How would you describe yourself?
♬ Unbreakable - Fireflight

3. What do you like in a guy/girl
♬ Celebration of Life - Dunno who's the composer.

4. What is your life's purpose?
♬ Scottische.

5. What do your friends think of you?
♬ Suria - Alam Shah Wind Orchestra

6. What do you think about very often?
♬ Before The Worst - The Script

7. What do you think of your best friend?
♬ Pressure - Paramore (ROFL)

8. What do you think of the person you like?
♬ Dreamer - Apocalyptica

9. What is your biggest fear?
♬ P. Ramlee Overture - SSP Band '06 (wakaka)

10. What is your hobby/interest?
♬ Decode - Paramore

11. What will they play at your funeral?
♬ Time of Your Life - Green Day

12. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
♬ Mercury, The Winged Messenger - Gustav Holst

13. What is your life?
♬ There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered, Honey, You Just Havent Thought Of It Yet -Panic at the Disco

14. What is 2+2?
♬ All Again For You - We The Kings

15. What will you post this as?
♬ The Jester - Sum 41

This made my night.

a little bit blurr tonight?

2008-12-12T09:19:00.000-08:00

naiem rosman: tp heart ttp kat sidie
naiem rosman: uhuhu
irdina: sidie?
irdina: whts that
naiem rosman: alooo
naiem rosman: emmm my heart laa
naiem rosman: hahaha
irdina: tp heart ttp kat sidie?
irdina: u mean ur heart still kat umah?
naiem rosman: aiyah u nie
irdina: ok confusion
naiem rosman: i still dgn akk u tu laa
irdina: OH
irdina: ok. so sidie is her nickname or something?
irdina: ohh okok
irdina: SI DIA
irdina: ya allah
naiem rosman: haaaa
naiem rosman: dats what i mean long tym ago
naiem rosman: hahahaha
irdina: i was reading it 'cd'
naiem rosman: hahaha
naiem rosman: ape la u nie

A probable sign I have to sleep earlier tonight?

tarik lagi!

2008-12-04T08:31:00.000-08:00

...

Oops, tidak berjaya.

Shaking. I never knew that term could be possibly used to describe what I am feeling now, or even believe that it existed. Wasn't it just a word that authors use in books to describe an overwhelming situation where the subject tries to gain control or something?

Heart beating fast, hands shaking until I can't really type, voice stuck in my throat, tounge seems thicker by the second, blocking the opening of my oesophagus as I digest a small piece of information that may seem confusing to me.

It's not that I can't accept it.. it's just surprising even though I knew it would be coming somehow.

Somebody, kick a dent in my self-esteem now.

Things have got to change. I am unshakeable and adaptable to change. I won't let the petty things in life to bother me.

But thinking about petty things is something I like to do. Bodoh.

RANT:
Sitting on a chair cross-legged numbs your legs, but honestly, I find you hiding things from me and not speaking the truth is even more treacherous. It numbs your mind for a while. I wont be all sadistical but its weird how you really, obviously trying to hide that fact from me when I know I don't have to find out from you so easily. suckling pig. not you, I care for you more than to call you hurtful names. I guess I am a bit dissapointed, I'm definiltely not hiding anything. Now it just feels like I shouldn't share any part of my life to anyone. Not worth it. I was just a phase you go through. Your I miss you's don't count. SUMPAH. I never did believe that you missed me.

Segelongsor gelang emas.

2008-11-29T09:15:00.000-08:00

As the family and I waited for our Tom Yam lunch at Vicchuda's, we saw the lady owner of the shop with very unusual taste for her jewelry. Heavily made-up, she was wearing a fuschia baju kurung and two gold cuffs and lots of bangles on each of her arms. Seeing that, a conversation was brought up.

My dad's saying of the day. The above title. "Orang dulu-dulu kata.." that type of saying. Mama's reaction

"Huh? Iye ke? How come I've never heard of it?"

Abah, in response to that, sniggers like a small kid and replies "Aiih mama..."

Hahah he almost got me there.

Explanation?

Okay, you know how the old ladies from the kampung like to wear gold jewelry? Most of them like to wear a stack of gold bangles on one arm. According to my father, "segelongsor gelang emas" is sort of like a simpulan bahasa to show time, around 10am to 4pm.

Still doesn't make sense? Mmm yeah, because there's more to it.

So these ladies go pointing here and there when the time is mentioned. So when they point, like upwards or whatever, and the stack of bangles fall down along the arm (dunno how to put it) , that is the time when you use "segelongsor gelang emas". This is all what my dad said, so from my understanding is..

The ladies are pointing to the position of the sun. So if it is at night, you can't use segelongsor gelang emas, because there is no sun!

hahaha. Kind of stupid but I was trying to make out even the slightest possibility of the simpulan bahasa being true. Mangkuk.

In addition to that, buying a new book made my day! =}

Sadly, I can't rely on Yahoo! Messenger pals anymore. Not much.

And I just realized most of my elation comes from make-believe, fantasy and angan-angans. Pathetic. But as long as I'm surviving, I'll be okay.

Till the straw berries.

survey 1.

2008-11-28T07:59:00.000-08:00

It feels like there's gonna be more coming!

Have you ever been a cheerleade

Nope.

Who was your last text from?

Aizat

Have you ever ran a red light or been in a car when someone did?

Never, and never.

Do you have a job?

Not really.

Are you afraid of needles?

Mm.. no.

Do you like your life?

Okay lah.

What's the most interesting thing you did today?

Eat at Nando's.

What is the highlight of your week?

Watched most of Twilight on YouTube last night.

Do you get along with girls?

Kena lah tolerate..

Last movie you saw in the theaters?

Don't remember.

What do you currently hear?

The electronic hum of the computer.

Where does most of your family live?

Selangor, KL.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?

Fer sure.

What song is stuck in your head?

None. Wah, amazing.

Are you afraid of falling in love?

Don't think so..

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?

Glasses.

How many windows are open on your computer?

Five.

Do you like hugs?

Depends on who's giving 'em.

How tall are you?

Around 160 cm.

Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?

Mmm.

What is something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?

Going to Bali. Yay, I have an answer for this question.

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?

No.

Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?

My dad. My saviour. hahah.

Is there stuff from your past that you miss?

Sure enough.

But I like the present.What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

Searching prices for my instrument.

Have you ever been to a strip club?

Nope.

What is the last thing you yelled aloud?

Don't remember.

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?

Hmph. Nope.

What's the last sporting event you watched?

I don't watch them.

Ever go camping?

Yes.

Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?

Don't think so.

What are you doing tomorrow?

Computer class. And go out I hope.

Are you happy?

Not quite.

Whats your biggest turn off?

Smoking, drugs, drinking, rudeness.. etc.

What did you do last night?

Sitting in front of the computer. Watched the almost-full Twilight.

Whats your biggest turn on, physically?

Dunno.

Where would you go on the first date?

Anywhere.

Most hurtful relationship?

Mm. With friends.

Ever regretted breaking up with someone?

Never.

Have you ever dated someone more than once?

No.

.Are you single now?

Yup.

What is the sweetest thing someone you dated did for you?

Oi tak date lah.

Last time you got flowers?

Very long time ago.

Do you like cuddling?

No.

Do you hold grudges?

Nope.

Hugs or kisses?

Neither. But hugs kot.

Missing someone?

Yeah.

What does it take to get you on a date?

Get my dad's approval. Siap ar.. and is very nice at the same time evil. Bolehlah.^^

Are you happier single or in a relationship?

Single.

Whats the most important thing in a relationship?

Excitement. Trust. Tolerance.

What would make you break up with someone?

Whatever that is siall to me.

How do you know when you are in love?

I'll let you know when it happens.

Do you consider yourself shy?

Yes.

Would you rather date someone who was SUPER hot or someone who was SUPER nice?

Neither.

If someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?

No.

Do you stay friends with the people you date?

I dunno. Yes, maybe.

Favorite memories with an ex?

Hah, HAH. Takde lah.

Would you fight over someone you wanted to be with?

Mm.. not sure.

Do you kiss on the 1st date?

Naah.

Have you ever been lied to?

Um, DUH.

Ever been cheated on?

No.

Do you think the word love is overused?

Most definitely.

Are you wearing spray/lotion?

Yeah.

Who's the last person you took a picture with?

Dunno.

Do you have a best friend of the same sex?

Yeah.

Whose birthday is coming up?

Cik Amirah Farhani Abd Salam.

Who last called you beautiful?

Classified information. hahah.

How old are your parents?

In their 40's.

What will the date be one month from today?

December 29, 2008.

bite the witch.

2008-11-28T05:36:00.000-08:00

Oh actually, I didn't even go out with Asma and the gang to One Utama as I said I would. Everyone was busy and her sister suddenly had to go somewhere, so we cancelled it. Instead, I went to Asma's and spent some time with her. Had fun, missed her so much.

One of the things that made me happy was her niece, Ranya, which is Kak Mona's daughter. One year and nine months old, so gorgeous and very adorable. Huge eyes, soft skin and smells nice. haha. Asma and I were like babysitting her for a while.

We went out to her garden and carried Ranya, playing with the cat and brought her to see the fish in the pond.

us : Ranya, ni apa? *points to the bush of ixora*

Ranya: *stares with those big, round eyes* mmm...

us: Bunga lah Ranya..

Ranya: *waves her hand to Asma's cat* Cat, cat!

Typical lah tu. Budak kecik. =] Excited sangat nak jaga dia.

So after watching some movies on HBO, snacking and playing with Ranya and Asma, I had to go home.

Salam-salam with all of them. And the sweet thing is

Asma: Ranya, salam Auntie Dina.. (hahaha macam dah tua)

Ranya: *shakes my hand*

So I pinch her cheeks and kiss her there.

me: Kay, so bye Asma, bye Ranya..

Ranya: *reaches out and hugs me*

Aww. Asma says it's pretty amazing Ranya 'ngams' and is nice to me. Cause usually if Asma tries to carry her or kiss her, she'll hit Asma. haha.

Actually, it's not that the whole thing above there is a huge deal but it makes me feel good. Like, really good.

With the junk that's going on and me blaming myself for everything, it's almost as if a commercial break to a horror movie. Something that makes me think "Ow come on, you're not all that bad.."

Which makes me love Asma even more. God, thanks for Ranya adorableness and Asma, just for being there for me.

Till the cell phones.

punch.

2008-11-26T06:07:00.000-08:00

You know those days when you don't intend to do something bad and at the end you'll get your balasan?

I think today is subtly one of those days.

My bro went for a three-day camp today and left home at around 8 am. The unaffectionate sister that I am, I didn't even wish him goodbye this morning. Or even last night.
Yes, I have a reason. I woke up late (as always after going back to sleep in the morning) and I actually did want to send off my brother but.. overslept.

So when mama came back for lunch, she mentioned about the camp and my brother. My sister said

"Kak Dina ni, tak cakap bye kat dia pun.."

Mama pun kata, " Mama cakap kat Irman, we're all gonna miss you" then he replied

"But not Kak Dina."

adoii.

Kakak jahat. That would be a perfect label for me.

I have noticed my weakness a long time ago - I wasn't the caring, sweet, darling, affectionate eldest sister that I should be. And don't know why, but I can't seem to be the kindest that I could when it came to my siblings. Not that I'm totally evil, but almost I guess.

Thinking about changing myself, yes, memang. I always pray to God about giving me 'kelembutan' and merapatkan silaraturrahim between members of my family.

I know that Irman is a real good brother.. he's caring, patient and kind. He loves to joke around.. and so ada lah times when he cracks up some lame jokes but.. well, that's him. My brother.

Memang aku ni keras hati sangat kot.

Families like Iefa's, Elli's, Fina's.. wow. Close and everything. I just wish I could be a really good sister that my younger siblings can love and be proud of.

Entah-entah Irman tengah geram or sedih tentang kakaknya yang unworthy of that title.

I'm really sorry, bro.

Mm.. and that balasan part.

Somehow, I think I'm losing almost everybody's love or respect towards me. I feel like a cracked, faded gold medal that has been tossed in the pond that's stuck at the muddy bottom.

Oh how I thought that you'd be at least happy to hear my voice, since you said you'd call. Two weeks ago? Gave you moral support and wasted my money and time. I am happy and proud of you, and please, let me say my early congratulations to you.

You'll get another one in January, insyaAllah. Because even though you'll treat me badly, I still cannot just ditch you like anybody else.

Ripped out, torn, stamped on and going through a period of mending by sombre songs.

How did I get to be like this ?

Till the chip munks.

or so i thought

2008-11-21T09:27:00.000-08:00

A cool night we've got, ladies and gentlemen. So nyaman. With the humming symphony of crickets and other insects in my backyard, it's almost drifting.
Too bad the mosquitoes (sp?) bite. ngap. *scratching *
adess. So itchy. And Kelly just told me she had some skin irritation or something.
No wonder la baru sedar nyamuk gigit.

So Saturday's a weekend. Abah says me and my sibs have to attend computer class. But he didn't mention anything about that on Friday so I'm just dismissing it. Was looking forward to learn photoshop but uhh.. a bit lazy to learn microsoft word, powerpoint, etc.

Wallowing in my own thoughts, a good way to getting myself to sleep huh?

Okay, probably not.

ONE MORE THING : when, exactly are you calling? habis la duit macam ni.